Day 12: Break Out The Weird

50 Great Pop Songs of the 2000s

That's what countless hours of machine learning decided was appropriate to recommend to me on Amazon Prime Music this morning. A bit odd but I guess they have me well-pegged as a millennial so touché my machine learning overlords. A few shuffled songs into blaring nostalgia and I was treated to Britney Spears - Toxic. I startled myself a tad when I started lip-syncing belting out 50% of the lyrics; and mumbling along like I knew the rest. It's unnerving to think about subconsciously sucking those up despite never being a Britney fan and being unable to recall a situation where the song stuck out to me in the least. The mind is quite the organ.

When I worked for my previous employer, my brain was always churning during nearly every waking moment. I felt so personably responsible for solving problems & producing solutions, for humans or machines, that I was never able to mentally get away. The sense of relief was incredible though during those final two weeks of my internment. Suddenly, I was no longer liable for the infrastructure dumpster fire and struggling projects. Suddenly, I had the mental bandwidth to contemplate things not required to extinguish a raging inferno of impending doom, but rather because I'm a nerdy yut that likes to build & make shit.

This is fine

The opposite problem has come about now. I sit here solitarily cranking out neat things for my new employer and all I want to do is build some of my own. Home & side projects are now at the forefront of my mind and I want to do all of them right now! With those on the "honey do" list being at the top of the list, of course.

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